behold in a dream of the nightmare season ...of the season of man ...and the murders come ...
and i found myself at an University ...of man ...an school of "higher" learning ...and old it was ...like unto the schools in europe...save i thought within the dream to be in america ...
and the buildings were made of stone ...stone hard and concrete ...con crete ...conning and of greece ...and highsome were the buildings ...and vast in the numbers of them ...
and i found myself in an court yard of one of the high buildings ....and i thought it to be like a dorm ...or a place of habitations ...
and all of all seemed quiet and early ...or late and sleeping ...for none ...save i had ventured out ...and i watched ...and i watched the more ...
and Behold a bus came ...and i thought nothing unusual about it ...as if it might be a regularly scheduled bus ...that might bring and take students ...roundabout ...save it was very early ...or very late as i said before ...very late seemed more to the matter ...for darkness was about to come ...very late ...
and within the bus few students ...or as they appeared few ...only two or three ...and that included the driver ...and the bus swung into the court yard ...
nevertheless those on the bus seemed astounded to see me there ...watching ...and angered by my presence ...as i saw them through the windows of the bus ...and one such took ...bead on me ...and raised an weapon ...and pointed it at me ...
and i was stunned and shocked ...as he fired at me ...course he missed ...as the bus was still moving ...and i was too ...for not so shocked was i ...as to stand still ...for him to get better aim ...
and so it was that i fled into the building ...thinking to be safe ..and to lose these predators ...that sought after me ...
and behold ...as i fled up the stairs ...about four floors ...when behold ...from above i could hear another coming down the stairs ...and i thought him to be a student ...and so i ran up the stairs to warn him ...
Yet ...woe and Yeesh ...as i came round a corner ...of a wall ...that blocked the seeing on the stairs ...smack and thump ...crash !!! i ran right into ...him ..into WHAT ! ...another predator coming down the stairs ...
and all seemed slow motion ...as it was ...his eye catching mine ..and mine catching the fear in his ...for he was an heavy burdened slight man ...coming down ...and i was an unburdened heavy man swiftly going up the stairs ...and his eyes snapped from mine to look down the stairwell ...and i looked to help ..yet could not ...
In that same slow motion instant ...i was shocked as so was he ...as we crashed into each other ...yet behold ...as he was coming down the stairs ...at the top ...on my left ...and near to the open ...stair well ...and i being to his right ...and him burdened with heavy bags ..and weapons ...that he had hung on his back and right side ...when we crashed into each other ...him rushing downward ...panicked and burdened ...and me panicked and rushing upward ...well when we crashed into each other ...he lost his balance ...over the railing ...and in a instant to try to save himself ...he let go of his weapon ...and tried to grab the rail ...and i grabbed after him ..yet to no avail ...
and in that instant..i knew ..when two peoples ...any two ..at the near death of one ..nothing else matters ...only the saving if possible ...yet this time ...not !
nevertheless ...his hands being sweaty ...(as i thought likely) ...his grip was only momentary ...as he fell screaming ...down the stair well ...hitting hard on railings ...side to side ...as he fell ...and i knew from the fall ...that i had seen him take and the banging as he went ...likely was he lost his life ...or dread broken ...near death ..he would be ...
and i looked down ...and shook with the shock of it all ...(and hated dread if he had been just another student and that i had done this thing ) yet in an instant ...i measured myself to be whole and unharmed ...and i sat on the stairs ...for a moment to catch up with my thoughts and measure any damage to myself ...and once done ...and sitting there ..on the stairs ...i looked down ...to the landing ...just below me ...
and Behold ...there was the predators weapon ...and a bag next to it ...that he had dropped ..as he fell over the railing ...and the bag and the weapon had slid down the stairs unknown to me ...and i quickly rose up again ...with energy ..i did not know i had ...and snatched up the weapon and the bag and ran back down the stairs ...
Now at the bottom ...i turned and looked at the broken still body of the one that fell so far ...and wondered how swiftly he had been rushing down the stairs ...as if he was waiting for the bus ...and focussed was he to catch the bus ...and then hearing the shots (that were fired at me) ...he was the more ...panicked ..and so in this panicked condition he ran down the stairs ...and just the moments before ...just a blink of an eye before ...he was an healthy and living and bright young man ...now broken and dead ...and eyes staring blankly at a pool of his own life ...that had poured out of his head ...
So there i was ...shaking like a dog ...after coming out of cold waters ...within the building ...and without ...out there ...was at least three more predators ...waiting ...or about to do some evil ...and surely to do me dead ...if i was caught ...and i thought about bursting out the door ...
Yet i waited ...just a little time ...to see if any more would come down the stairs ...and the time it took to check the weapon (to see how it worked and if it was loaded ) and the bag too to see what was in it ...of that time i thought sufficient ...to wait ..to see if others would come from within the building to meet their friends out side ...
and i thought within myself ...if i come a rushing out ...like i was this dead guy instead of myself ...they might in a instant think i was him ...and so ...at least give me time to take the one on the bus ...who shot at me before ...
so i stood at the closed door ...and shook the more ...thinking ...how what to do ..and two things came in an instant ...one if they were still on the bus ...waiting for their friend ...or two if they were not ...yet if they were roundabout ...out of the bus ...or worse near the door i was about to come out of ...
nevertheless time was quickening ...and i must do something ...so i prayed in an instant ...and come to mind was this ...if quickly i opened the door to spy out of it ...looking to two things ...first... ready to take any near me ...and second ...to glimpse quickly ...at the bus ...to see ...if they were still on the bus ...if so on the bus Yea !!! ...then third to spy a place i might make it to ..nearer the bus ...yet safe some ...from them shooting at me ..like was done before ...
and so it was that i was given such a plan ..as to act like i was this dead man ...with bags and weapon ...and to keep my head low as to disguise myself ...if only for an short time ...enough to get nearer to the bus behind some safe place ..
Eccck ! and again a prayer welled up in me ...as i stood ...a shaking ...with my hand on the door ...ready to open it ...and in an instant ...seemed i was all a calmed ...and i threw the door open ...and glanced ...
no one near ...whew ! and whew the more ...and glanced again ...all still on the bus ...and glanced again ..a pillar ...of concrete ...perfect!!! distance from the bus ...OH Man !!! ..zactly right place ...!!! far enough away so any in the bus might not see me clearly ...to see the difference tween friend or me ...quickly ...and yet close enough for me to take them that were in the bus ...
and so it was that i ...pretended to be this dead friend of theirs ...bent over ...and scurrying about ..as if i was him ...gathering ...troublesome bags ..in the doorway ...a little wave ..a nod ..to quiet them ...and much hurriedness ...and quick moving so they could not clearly make me out ...not so much as to see so clearly that i was not their dead friend ...and to shoot me ...
and so i made my way to the concrete pillar ...and appeared to them to stumble behind it ...tripping over the bags i was carrying ...
and yet i rose up on the other side ...showing just the barrel of the weapon ...and enough head to aim ...and i saw the one that shot at me before ...and he was looking now intently at the pillar ...and i took aim and fired ...right at his head ...and Eccck !!! i missed ! ...oh Man ! ..
and again like slow motion ...as he began to fire back ..and i heard the dull thud of the bullets hit the pillar ...yet i stayed the firing and stayed shooting ...and marked the bullets as they made holes in the window ...that his head was behind ...and three shots later ...i saw as the holes appeared on the windows from my shooting ...that one hole appeared right between his eyes ...and no more firing at me did he do ...
and i thought ..the more ...of the other two in the bus ...and i raked the bus with bullets ...from where the tween the eyes one was ...forward ..and it seemed for a second that i could see through the bus ...as the other two predators ...scrambled and hid and scurried to the door at the front ...
and Behold it was so ...for they burst ...from the door ...running ...from my left to my right ...What! ?? the first one out had no weapon! ...yet the second one did ...and as the first one ran ...with all his might ...the second running one fired ..save he was right handed and had a hard time firing and running at the same time ...twisted like he was ...like running sideways .....and not knowing zactly where i was ...and i was amazed for they ran across ..across ...in front of me ...barely thirty yards away ...with a stone wall behind them ...and it came to remembrance ...in an instant what my dad had told me of WW2 ...when they executed ...german soldiers ...against a stone wall ...and even took pictures of it ...
nevertheless again in slow motion as it seemed ...i fired at the one with weapon ...as the other one ran ...and again ...not able to aim very well ...i watched the bullets hit the wall behind him ...and walked the fire ...into his flesh ...and his flesh twisted ...and moaned ...and writhered ....as he ran and bullets hit him ...and blood and flesh flew from him ...as brokenness came to his bones ...hips and legs and groin ...and stiffly he slipped in his own blood and parts ...and fell through more bullets ...as he came down ...and they ripped through his chest and arms and neck ...and and his flesh that remained hung like rages on his bones ...as he fell chin first ...like a dead animal ...in the pool of blood ...of his own life ..as it ran away from him ...on to the concrete ...and was splattered on the stone wall behind him ...
now and of the other ...predator who ran ...that he might escape ...who i ran after ...did he think to go back into the dorm ...and act like a normal frightened student ...and yet i chased him ...and loosed the weapon ...for it was empty ...and thought to only catch him ...and so he ran ...and i followed ...back at the door ...and up the dreadfull stairs again ...
and it was of this measure ...for i listened while i ran ...and given ears to hear ...i was abled to tell his foot steps from mine ...and where roundabout he was on the stairs ...and behold ...his footsteps stopped ...and seemed as i ran up the stairs ...he might be waiting for me ...yet i ran the more ...to the place ...the highest place ...where i thought to hear his footsteps last ...and i looked roundabout ...carefully ...
and Behold i was shown ...for the light from the hallway behind the door ...did show under the door ...and dust ...did still stir there ...in the light that shined under the door ...and so it was shown me that ...he had ...went in through that door ...and i thought ...and quick prayed ...no more hell come ...to any others who lived on that floor ...and in an instant i knew i had to go through that door ...whether he waited there for me or not ...if he layed in wait to kill me ...or if he would flee the more ...i did not know ...yet someone inside me ...said he ..he lays in wait for you ...
and so i turned the handle of the door slowly ..and measured to open it carefully ...when ...
Bang the door opened ...as if kicked from the other side ...and the metal door hit me in the forehead ...and i was stunned ...and most knocked out ...as i fell back against the wall and the railing ...of the stairway ...and in an instant i knew ...and in slow motion again !!!..felt what the first predator felt... who i had banged into ...so hard that he thought he might fall over the railing... down ...many floors to his death ...
and i looked through blood veiled eyes ...at the young man ...as he lunged at me ...on the stairway ...hitting and pushing me ...hard and strongly against the railing ...and trying to make me fall ...and though i weighted more than him ...he was above and i was below ...and he was young and i was old ...and i had little strength left ...for all the beastly activity i had just been in ...and i prayed for strength ...as i fell down the stairs ...and seemed ...as knees broke ..and arms twisted and cracked ...and my shoulders seem to splinter against the concrete stairs as i fell ...and so hard was the fall that my belt had broken ...loose from around my loins ...
and i fell against the wall ...at the bottom of the stairs ...as though dead ...and barely able to see ...dizzy ...and in shock ...i thought from broken bones ...and i looked up ...and there he stood ...half way up the steps ...the young man ...legs apart ...back hunched over ...head down ...neck and face twisted in an evil grin ...every muscle of his body taught ...and i looked into his eyes ..and was shown ...that he was as an animal ...wroth with rage ...seething with evil ...and insanely mad ...possessed of evil ...his spirit ...his own spirit taking on vile evil ...wanting ...consumed with dread deadly desire ...only to kill me ...and that as grievously as possible ...for in him ...was an eveil so insanely mean ...that death only would not satisfy it ..only most painfull and heinous killing would ...
and i looked and i prayed not having any strength ...and asked if needs be ...my death be quick ...
and it seemed as if the evil one knew i was praying ...and he pounced on me ...to cut the praying short ...
Yet in that instant ...i raised up ...and met him in the air ...and i was astonished ...for i felt no pain ...as he ripped into the flesh of my face and left eye with one hand ...while the other sought my throat ...and his mouth agape ..as a vicious dog ...he bit me ...and i knew i was in the throws of death ...
even then ...all seemed slow and peacefull to me ... as i grappled with this evil ...as he ripped the more at my flesh ...trying to blind mine right eye ...kick and bite ...and break me again down the concrete stairs ...and over the railing to my death ...way below ..
and came to remembrance ...my belt ...for the pin had broke ...yet the buckler remained ...and the length of it stayed the same ...and i reached out ...to where my loins were girded ...and took the belt from there ...and looped it through the buckler ...and set the noose round ...the evil's neck ...and he laughed at me ...for i only had strength to do that ...and yet hold on to the other end ...
and the mad dog laughed the more at me ...as mad dogs have advantage ...when only on a leash ..for he continued ...to rip me and thought to finish blind me ...and then to finish the whole of me ...and he seemed to injoy the playing like a dog ..as i had the belt from my loins round his neck ...and mocked me the more ...confident that i was as dead ...and only a mouse for him to play with ...
and i fell against the railing ...and prayed again ...and was given a thought ..and a devising ...and hidden strength...and the matter was this ...i faintly fell again ... and weakly so ...as even unto death ...Yet i be pretending ...to be (a thing not hard to do because of my condition) ...and with back turned i tied the belt to the rail ...and waited for the evil to take the upper place again ...and try again ...to throw me over the railing ...
and he did ...and i faintly rose (as if to make his job easy) ...and he as well took still a more upper place ...to twist me over the rail ...
and then ...and then ...at the perfect time and perfect position ...i used the strength that i was given ...and all of it and nothing to remain ...and i laid hands to him ..and in my stead going over the railing ...he himself was ...and he hung there ...dead ...bound of neck ...by that belt ...that afore had girded my loins ...
and i sat back down ...empty of myself ...and knowing only God and Christ can save us ...from the wickedness that comes ...that is here ...and have taken upon themselves an evil spirit ...to destroy even the innocent without regard ...and prayed the more ...in thankfullness ...and for the measures and matters of this ...
if it be a warning to look the closer to the "schools of men" ...then do that thing ...and know ...of murders ...afore ...in elementary schools ...and high schools ...though not "terrorists" ...the same spirits of darkness death and destruction ...and the taking on of them ...IS THE SAME ...
and or elsewise ...KNOW THIS ...MARK THIS ...Stand therefore, and your loins girt about with verity, having on the breastplate of righteousness, and shod with shoes prepared by the Gospell of peace...and this be and your loins girt about with verity...where "verity" is REALNESS OF GOD CHRIST ...and no imaginations ...no teachings of man ..no safe harbor of government ...gas masks ...and antibiotics ...neither guns ...guts or pride ...nor "rights" ...religions ...or self rightness ...none can save you ...only "verity" dear sweet verity ...realness of God and Christ can and will keep any safe ...or saved.
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