Suicide and the three edged sword ... ...it has come to pass within the last few days that two souls witnessed about their desire to commit suicide ...one a young man and one a young woman ...
And the Lord did give me a dream ...and a young man appeared and in another space and time a young woman ...this is to say; they appeared not at the same time, or neither were they together in the dream ...but separate ...nevertheless beyond darkness came the remembrance of song, and a song sung long ago by a famous person ...namely; Janis Joplin ...and though I could not make out individual songs from the memory of them ...only "peace of my heart" the spirit of the songs was woefull and dread woe ...so much so that darkness filled all that there was, and death waited near unto these ...
And I prayed and asked the Lord ...what is the matters of this dream? ...for you know I am somewhat aware of this dread miserableness having drawn near to it myself ...yet not in my youth and the Lord began to minister to me as to the matters of suicide within the youth ...
And a vision came from this matter plainly ...Truth and Love lost in hell ...and of the three edged sword For we were created to love and be loved and that in truth ...and to love the truth and share love openly and freely one unto another ...a swimming in the love of God one unto another in the very truth of God ...for God's truth and God's love ...are inseparable ...and this is the meat of it ...Anything contrarywise is hell against love and truth ...and begins to rip at the heart and soul ..
Now you might think I speak of religious beliefs ....nay and contrary ...for to begin the very truth is sufficient ...not to lie or hide things one unto another ...neither let evil "white lies" enter in ...that any, so much as one thing; begin to rip at the fabric of love in truth; that you might share ...Nevertheless as the spirit of God leads you ...look see the recorded truth of God for your increase ...
Yet let us look plainly at the matters ...for what does a soul look for ? Truth and love ...and that plainly ...and what form might it take ? Very truth ...very love ...or worldly truth and worldly love ...hear is the matters of life and death ...for worldly truth and worldly love ...leads to death ..and even suicide ....whereas the very truth and the very love gives rest, comfort, peace to the conscience, heart, mind and soul ...on into eternal life.
Now let us look to the delicate souls of the youth ...(and likewise should the older keep the souls of their youth) ...nevertheless looking to the youth ... having this delicate soul ... And you might say look see the wrathfull child ...with no delicate soul ...and I would say look see the hell it was born into ...and the poisonous lies it believes ..that has molded its mind ...so it sees not the heart nor any part of goodness ...but only to satisfy itself ...as it has been taught ...
...and the same youth whether their delicateness has been stolen early or late in their lives ...there is hope in truth and love for them... you see it is this matter exactly ...of the heart, of truth and love ...and it matters not what time these matters come upon a person ...some never lose it, some begin and wax more worldly later ...some enter in and leave and come back again many times in a span of life ....yet the results are sure and the same ...for it is a measuring of what God has given us ...against that witch the world would teach us and have us believe ... and the difference is life and death ...desire to live ...desire to die.
So here we are discerning the very balancing point of the soul ...on the right worthiness before God and on the left worthiness of the world ...which shall your soul serve ?
Now imagine heavenly things ...(if the Lord allows) ...on a table lays a three edged sword and it is so heavenly sharp that it separates the soul from the spirit ...and the soul is God's only and it is his creation ...and nothing can destroy a soul save only him ...and the spirit is yours and what you serve ...to serve God and rightness OR to serve yourself and worldliness ...Of one your spirit becomes bright; an holy spirit, on the other; a dark and deadfull spirit ...(yes dead full)
Yet howsoever the sword is layed there ...one edge (truth) is allways straight up ...and on the right the edge ... love ...and the left edge ...slaughter ...
And the sword lays on the table; which is the plain of all the earth ...that not one can escape it ... And balanced on the very edge of the sword is the soul of any person ...
And the Heavenward (pointing up) that very edge of truth is sharp and that perfectly honed by the hand of God himself ...and no lie can escape it ...not even the slightest ...
And the very edge of love is also sharp and separates true love from false love ...again perfectly ...
Even the edge of slaughter is perfect ...for no soul shall be destroyed save it is perfect before God for he takes no pleasure in destroying even the wicked ...
Now with the soul on the balance...layed on the very sharp edge of God's truth ...come the cutting ...and that at the very heart ...every each fiber of it. ( in my case the heart was found totally unworthy and a new heart was given...nevertheless my soul cut off fell to the right ) yet know that God's judgement is perfect and true ...without error ...and that if there be unworthy things in our heart that we are not aware of ...his grace and mercy abounds ...nevertheless no soul shall escape this "open heart surgery" ...and the saving or destruction by the very truth of God who is Jesus Christ of Nazareth his son ...of whom all people ARE BEING or will be judged ... Now of this cutting and cutting off ...look see those that fall to the right are "cut off" from those on the left ...and those cut off on the left are "cut off" from those on the right ...for their hearts, souls and spirits serve different lords ...the right serving the very Lord ...and the left serving the lords (sm l) of the world ...
And what measure is this? And how does it show suicide? It is plain ...for those that believe in their heart and soul that only their own judgements are worthy and seek in their hearts to heed to the judgements of the worldly ...for things of the world... then death comes ...
Our example is Judas Iscariot ...though he walked with the very truth of God himsblessed self ...his eyes were on the world ...the very windows of his soul sought out the judgement of the worldly in things and matters of men... and held his own judgement above God's ...and he believed men and not God ...even though he walked with the verity (realness) of the very truth of God .....he in his heart turned to his own understanding; holding his own judgement above God's ...and the light that he might have had in the windows of his soul (eyes) went dim ...by his own hand ...when the sword of truth separated his soul from his spirit ...and note there is no further given in the recorded Word ...as to wether Judas's soul was kept or no ...for only God knows ...for only God can know ...and the souls are only his ...for only God is God ...and his judgement is perfect ...and no one knows the depth of his mercy and grace...and the son of God is the only way ...to be measured of the truth ...and God our father has given his son Jesus this truth that all souls be separated of ...and no one knows when the sword of truth will come into their life ...only know: none can escape him ...and he shows that all own understanding and worldliness is worthless and lies ...and leads to death ...even by our own hand ...
So it is how suicide comes ...when we believe only in the world and the lieing truths of the world ...when what we thought was true love ...is shown to be a lieing love of the world ...or we believe in the honors of the world ...and find there is no honor in it ...or we believe the is justice in the world ...and there is no justice in it ....or we believe there is truth in the world ...and there is no truth in it ...or we believe the is fairness in the world ...and the world shows itself to be unfair ...and on and on ...when we believe (as Judas did )that there is righteousness and worth in the religions and churchly teachings of men ... and we find ourselves judged to hell by them ...
Know God would not have you take your own life ...but to see the truth ...that worldliness kills ...and to come out of the world...get your heart out of it ... and live ...living in his truth and love ...and he will take care of you against the world ...and all wickedness.
Love not your worldly life ...or you will lose it ... Wheresoever your heart is there also goes your soul ...and that perfectly ...be it a heavenward heart prepared, mended or replaced by Jesus himself ...
Or the hellward heart of the worldly ...taught of men, scared of lust of flesh, lust of eyes and the pride of goods, ever more hardened of its own understanding, ever seeking spiritual justification of ones own understanding or believing lies of the religious and churchly.
Now and I must say this to the unGodly; wholely unholy, unright, and wicked who live in the throws of death ...you shall not escape to peace in the grave; as you might hope ...for I have been take beyond the grave of the wicked to hell...so that I might tell you the truth ...hell awaits you ...and that it will seem to you for eternity ...for in hell ...like in your dreams ...there is no reference to time ...and look further it is fullfilled ...
Rev 9 ...And to them was commanded that they should not kill them, but that they should be vexed five months, and their pain was as the pain that cometh of a scorpion, when he hath stung a man. And in those days shall men shall seek death, and shall not find it, and shall desire to die, and death shall fly from them.
For the quickness scriptural truth of God is a blessing; opened only by him, and is not known to be taught of worldly men ...yet only men who have receive directly from the spirit of God himself ....
Though the churchly and religious deny this ...even that it might be shown ...they preach Jesus this and Jesus that ...but deny the power of him ...and deny that God our father and Jesus can speak directly to us ...or teach us in dreams in visions ...yea even in our unconscientiousness.
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