As the Lord does teach us in our dreams ...it came to pass last night that within a dream I was working on the Word ...that from it I might by the holy spirit of God draw out waters of ministering ...and so it was and the recorded Word became open to me ...of certain matters that might be shared with others for their increase in the spirit ...by the spirit of God
And so it was that I rested and took comfort in the ease at which I received things ...understanding as it were the things opened to me ...for it was easy for me to learn of the Love and Truth of God as the Lord was perfect in his teaching of these certain matters ...and I do love within my soul these teachings offered of the Lord ...now behold I became tugged at ...as if to be moved away from the pleasant and comfortable teachings of the Lord ...and the tugging at me became greater ...till I could no longer receive plainly the teachings ..yet I struggled to stay focused on what the Lord was opening to me ...yet this pulling and tugging at me did finally overcome, as I became caught up in the struggle of being pulled away from my desire to receive of the teachings of my Lord ...and I asked "Lord what be this that pulls at me?"
And behold I was somewhat given over to the flesh ...that my desire might be for the flesh of woman that now appeared in the dream ...and from her it seemed I could not turn ...and a tug of war seemed to manifest in my "mind" as to the desires of my heart ...wether I could desire more the teachings of my Lord ...or ...wether the desire for this woman would be greater ...And behold a lament fell over me ...and worrisome sorrow as my desires for this woman overcame me and I was given over in my flesh for the pleasure of her...and now I was sore disquieted and accused myself before the Lord as to this choosing ...this is to say choosing the flesh over the spiritual teachings of my Lord.
Now as it was the Lord comforted me ...opening my eyes that I might see ...that of this matter it is a simple thing to know ...that my mind be cleaned further and my conscience before God be at peace ...for it is this that a man in the flesh ...as he is a soul encompassed by the flesh ...does struggle as a baby might, who is wrapped in an itchy blanket ...yet he knows not as an infant what is this that gives him so much discomfort ...yet and even now as a man is the similitude ...for as souls and babes before our Lord and blessed within in to receive of the Holy Spirit of our Father ...we do yet struggle as we are still encompassed by this flesh ...
Now does the Lord open his blessing upon us for it is revealed ...that upon his children does he show these things to ...Firstly, that He is able to move in our hearts to our cleansing ...and He is able to judge the sins thereof ...and He is able to minister unto us grace for our sakes that when we error ...that he would turn wickedness to his own good pleasure and use it for our teaching ...and give and maintain in us a new heart ...blessed is the Lord by God our Father beyond our understanding ... for it IS by Him only and his very real works within us that we are nurtured well enough to again be laid as infant babes, born again into the arms of our Father God almighty ...Whoa and glory be to Jesus and unsearchable thanks unto God for his perfect works through his Son who he has made over us ...our Loving Lord ...amen and glorious amen to them.
Secondly ...that it is such a thing and a matter of men... that ALL discernment of their OWN mind, their OWN hearts and for the comfort and pleasure of their OWN flesh ...is this flesh ...that separates and even manifests itself against God. And I mean to say plainly of this is even the first sin and the workings of Satan within the man ...if a man be given over to such ...and of this being given over ...this be of this manner ...like a man saying "I keep myself well before God" ...I ask... can a man do such a thing? No, for it be impossible by his own mind or heart to do such a thing ...yet is it for only the children of God to know ...we are in the keeping of Jesus only and not of our own thinking ...by only Him are we kept ...and so it comes to pass that our own thinking which leads to our own judgements which leads to salvation by our own hand ...is a lie ...and this be spiritual death before God for His son is denied ...that it be only Him that is really able to do theses works ...and so it is brought to Light that which is recorded in the Word ...though these say Jesus this, and Jesus that, and even after doing miracles in his name ...He knew them not ....
Thirdly, as it is further of this matter of the keeping of us by Jesus only ...that wether we as the Prophet said "Lord if I am here your here ...if I am in Hell your there ...if I be in heaven there you are there also" ...lets us know that it is Jesus by the power of the spirit of our Father that we are kept in all matters of life ...that we further divide the knowledge of "living life" into two; by the sword of Truth ...for the difference between the matters of "our life" and how "Jesus fits in" is against the spirit of our Father and the workings of Jesus ...for it is that "our own life" as such, must be set aside ...that we have no life here that we might keep ...even against the will of God ...but are caught up by Jesus that we might see and be kept of eternal life ...which is his blessing upon us and his hope for us through the grace and power of our Fathers spirit ...that we might have life even here, as we walk in the flesh ...but that IT BE BY HIS HAND AND NOT OUR OWN ...and that we be not against the matters of eternal life in God only through Jesus ...In a vision of the morning after the Dream of the night ....and all of these matters of our own thinking, believing heartfully, and any other matter of "our own" before Jesus and God ...that these matters become as a wounded hornet to us ...that flies no more around in our hearts and minds neither can we be stung in the flesh any more ...or have fear of mind and heart at the stinging of our own thinking or desires ...for this hornet once smitten of God through the ministering of Jesus within us ...does flee from us hobbling along through the dust of the world ...that these hornets die and can neither make any more hornets nests that sting the consciences of God's children ...as do the works of men by their own thinking sting others, yea even within themselves are they stung ...yet and are some so stung of their own thinking, desires and judgement; that they are numb with the stings and can not feel the working of Christ's verity (realness) in their hearts any more ... As it is even in the flesh that some have died from the stinging of the hornets ...even is in the spirit that some are dead though they be walking ...so stung by their own understanding of God that they deny that Jesus can speak to and minister plainly to people ...and I believe I am in the spirit ...beware, Oh you children of God flee from those so stung and do not go near unto the places were hornets have nests ...where the ungodly thinking and ungodly imaginations of God ...are professed of, taught and false judgements are so crammed down your throat that you be stung internally ..eternally ...of men and their spiritual wickedness's ...
Now and to a finish comes the grace of God for we all stumble and or have stumbled as to these matters ...that is to say declaring to others that our own thinking be of God ...or do we sometimes let ...that others might believe that which we say of our own thinking ...might also be of God ...be now therefore fearfull unto death of such speakings ...and let us be then given over to the grace of God through Jesus through Paul ...who teaches us to be perfect in these matters ...when we speak as though it comes from our own understanding...say as much... say it plainly ...even as Paul did example ... "I speak to you now as a man" or I offer this "and I believe I am in the spirit" yet even "thus sayeth the Lord" ...but be warned; God will not so have grace on those who falsely speak as though God says this and God says that ...yet the speaking be not of him. For all these do such things serve Satan, even as Satan did offer unto Jesus the highest place of the temple ...to be as he desired "as God" and to look at the scripture fleshly when he said cast yourself down for the angels of Heaven will catch you ...for they can not catch those who knowing do such a thing ....yet these be caught be the angels of Hell for they do the bidding of Satan ...that is; they rise up to be as god's unto themselves ...as it is written ...
For whatsoever is not of God yet is believed in spiritually ...shall lead these of their "own heart" to destruction ...for all ungodliness shall be destroyed as it is written ...seek then through heartfull prayer the blessings thereof God ...of a new heart; that might be at peace with God and for a yearning to HIS righteousness ...that it might be revealed unto us by His son; who is our only hope ...Jesus ...Oh E Yashu ...(Jesus ...As it comes to my heart for these of the Hebreww tongue)
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