Behold ...in the night season ...as a storm was seen afar off ...yet not so far as any might think ...for the rumbling of the clouds and lighting thereof ...were plain ...

     Save the storm would not come near to mine house that i have been given to rent ...for it was passing over the houses of others who ...lived a far off ...and the direction was the same ...

     and though the night season ...of the earth ...was hard upon the land ...clear shies and stars were a shining over mine house ...and i was a wonder ...

     and as i wondered of heart and of truth before God and Jesus ...was i moved to walk into the darkness ...away from the light that shined at mine house ...to the back parts ...of the place ...where the wilderness was still somewhat there ...though it be filled with buried trash of others ...even there was i moved to walk ...in the darkness ...only lighted by the stars that shown above ...

     Now as i turned the corner ...of the building ...and entered into the darkness ...where no light form mine house shined ...i looked ...and in the field ...next to my house ...where people use the land for banqueting and cerimoanies ..and games ..and all such things as give them pleasure ...there stood in total darkness ...with storm not so far off ...a dung house ...an outdoor toilet ...a large and double ...for to use as the peoples might to "relieve themselves" ...

     again the dung house was in total darkness ...and yet as i stood on a small rise ...i could faintly make out a light that shined upon the dung house ...

     and i wondered a mighty wonder of heart and head ...before God and Christ ...where was this faint light coming from that shined on the dung house ? ...

     and because it is somewhat fearfull to walk in darkness ...and for wild animals do live in the wilderness trash heap thereof ...i walked a cautious ...in the darkness ...even as a had footing on the small rise above the dung house ...

     Nevertheless ...i looked ...and looked ...and could not see of mine eyes ...from where... this dim light did shine on the dung house ...

     and the more i looked ...the more i was withheld ...for it was not for me to figure it out ..."of mine own thinking"...Yet for me ...i was to be shown ...

     Now then i was moved ...to walk down from the rise i had found myself on ...and to walk on the plain field ..."a cross" the plain field ... where the the dung house stood ...at the farthest end thereof ...

     Even so i was not given or moved near unto the dung house ...(for it stinketh mightily of the dung of man) ...

     Yet only to "cross" the field ...till my shadow was seen on the dung house ...

     and in an instant ...having seen mine own shadow on the dung house ...was i turned to look see whereof the light came...that shined dimly on dung house of man ...

     Now as i turned from seeing my shadow ...on the dung house of man ...(the darkness within me ) ...and turned was i exactly in the opposite direction ....

     once turned completely "a way" from my own shadow ...on the dung house ...180 degree turn around ...

     THEN Behold ...i was ...abled to see the source of the light ...the light that shined brightly where it was ...yet only dimly ...shining on the dung house of man ...

     and why brightly where it was shining was the light ? and why so dimmly was it casting light upon the dung house ?

     For why ? ...for the light was a few "stone" throws away ...might even be "rock" throws ...nevertheless it was not so far off ...

     Yet Behold the light had to shine ...through "mighty trees" and who where mighty blessed with strong and many strong branches ...and plentious leaves ...so dense ...that the light only now was able to dimly shine on the dung house of man ...

     Now with the being shown of this ...i returned to the house that God and Christ had provided for me ...

     and was of thankfull heart and mind ...for their showing me these things ...

     and so much so that i asked of my house ...others who might go with me ...out into the darkness that ....that i might show them what had been shown ...and all of my house came to see and to see and to witness themselves ...that very same as was shown me was shown them ...

     and the more thank full of heart and mind ...was i when they also received ...and did see how our own shadow...our own darkness ...our own "standing in the way" ..."of the light" ...

     shows this darkness ...and once seeing it we turn straight about 180 ...and see the light ...

     the bright light ...that is not so far off ...seen through the mighty trees ...with strong branches ...with plentious leaves ..

     What a blessing that we can still see ...in this darkness ...on the field of the face of the earth ...where the dung house of man ...still stands ...

     even if for only a little season the dung house of man stands ...we are abled to see ...

     if we are willing to walk ...into the light ..."a cross " the field ...till we see our own darkness and then turn from it ...

     and see ...see that where the light is brightest ...is shining ...is through the bows and branches and leaves of the mighty trees ...